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added by Justus for Deesiren on 23.05.2019 in 07:55I'm new to MN. . Hi.
added by Kochis for Deesiren on 25.05.2019 in 05:22Lefty is hot as hell!
added by Redskins for Deesiren on 22.05.2019 in 02:50She will sometimes glance at me, sometimes looking down when I look back. She's usually pretty outgoing but I know she has a nerdy/dorky side to her (I'm the same) that she doesn't like showing in public, or really to anyone at work, even Since then it's gone back and forth like this for a couple of weeks: she'll open up and tell me very personal things (quite often things we have in common) when for some reason I can get her alone and talk for a while, but she does have boundaries and I'm certainly not running around doing favors for her or begging for her attention so I know I'm not friendzoned. On the bad days she will kep a physical distance from me, on the good days she'll let me get close and will smile. I now know she's been with her boyfriend since she was a teenager and so has zero experience with adult courtship rituals, this has given me some more confidence so I don't reflect her nervousness as much as I used to, but it still seems like a power struggle at times, depending on who's sitting/standing, who walked up to who and who's in a more confident mood. We'll also have lively discussions about politics and our ideals and views on things (we have a lot in common even if it's not exactly apparent on the outside). Her whole face will sometimes becomes red when I'm near her, she'll fidget like crazy and she'll sometimes act like a random third person is suddenly the most interesting thing in the world. But otherwise she'll come talk to me maybe once or twice a day, always starting the conversation with something work related, sometimes I do wonder if she really needs my help with those things (that she could have emailed me/found the answer herself/held her question for some other time) but that could just be me seeing ghosts. She'll often keep her arms crossed and can't keep standing still, even when I make her laugh (which I do a lot, but it's not like she'll laugh at every lame joke).
added by Karachi for Deesiren on 25.05.2019 in 06:09I JUST KNOW I WANT TO STOP FEELING INSECURE ABOUT MYSELF. YOU KNOW IT IS NOT FAIR FOR SOMEONE TO DO THAT TO ANOTHER PERSON YA KNOW? I HAVE BEEN MARRIED BEFORE AND THIS HAPPENED I WAS REALLY YOUNG ( I STILL AM) I HAD TO BREAK IT THEN AND MAYBE I WILL HAVE TO BREAK IT NOW WHO KNOWS !