Narissara

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Hope it helps: Just a little something.

and nice tummy.

That was my point in my question. I agree the 10 years is meaningless if he cheats, but is it impossible to imagine a relationship without cheating?

I wish this issue would go away in my head, but it just refuses to.

and i make comments and check up on him alot now. but i dont feel i can or that he'll make fun of me. i mean, i know u all think hes such a jerk, but there are nice things about him. and i want a life with him more than anything. i have given this my all, but i wanna see if this works i guess.i wanna move away and start my life over so i can make right the things i did wrong. i dont wanna be like this. i just want him to repect me and love me and only me. i wanna be able to sing and dance and be goofy around him. he says he wants only me in his life and i have taken notice hes trying to prove it to me, but most of the time if we diagree, i turn the argument into a much bigger fight about him cheating. i am just really really confused about what to do. we do care deeply about each other. i wanna feel cherished and appriciated. but its been more bad than good and i have my son to think about, too many kids now a day dont have the mom and dad in the house,i dont want my sont o be one of those kids. i would like to see if we can work this out. weve been together so long and have each grown into adults throughout our relationship. i was thinking of moving far away with him , away from all this crap we have around here, and start over on a clean slate for both of us.